Sunday, November 8, 2009

MY BOYFRIEND WROTE THIS SONG:

Cloudy is my vision,

Like a foggy winter’s night.

Can’t see past my own reflection

Oh what am I to do?

Your pretty face is consumed in a cloud

At least I still have

My recollections of you.


Will you stay?

Or will you leave?

Leave me here

In my time of need.


All this ringing in my ears

Like it was after all the shows

Can’t hear my own songs

Oh, what am I to do?

Your pretty sound is lost in tone

At least I still have

My memories of you.


Will you stay?

Or will you leave?

Leave me here

In my time of need.


Numbed is my touch,

Like frostbite on a climbers toe.

Can’t feel my own fingers

Oh, what am I to do?

Your skin I will never caress again

At least I still have

My dreams of touching you


Will you stay?

Or will you leave?

Leave me here

In my time of need.
Always bitter is my taste

Like crushed up pill

Can’t taste my own saliva

Oh, what am I to do?

Your lips I will never taste again

At least I still have

My memory of you.


Will you stay?

Or will you leave?

Leave me here

In my time of need.


Extinct is my sense of smell

Like ten years spent in the ring

Can’t smell my own odor

Oh, what am I to do?

Never again will I smell the,

Sweetness of your shampoo

But at least my dear,

I have you.


So I ask one last time

Do you love me so?

Even if I’m numb

The one you love,

Blind, deaf, and dumb.


So, Will you stay?

Or will you leave?

Leave me here

In my time of need.


Monday, November 2, 2009

My head is pounding.
My thoughts are jumbled.
Why do I feel all things are harmful.
I'm stuck in a state,
A state of mind in which cant be changed.
I sit here alone.
Faithless with no hope.
What is wrong with me?
I sit here and wonder.
As I sit i'm pondering slowly...
Feeling so useless is what i've held on to.